"There's going to be a lot," Kanan warned, hand reaching up to run awkwardly through his hair. "Everything from, 'why do I know caf but I didn't even know my dog is a dog?' to, 'why am I so calm about this?' It doesn't feel right, but it feels safe and I don't know how to explain that without sounding...?"

He waved a hand around.

"Either crazy or blindly optimistic, but it doesn't feel like either."